WAITING AND SEEING

I've decided to keep writing on Google Blogger, but with a "wait and see" attitude as to whether Google has seriously changed its mind about the ill-advised censorship foolishness of several weeks ago.  I appreciate all of the comments from readers of this blog and their support of the feelings that I expressed in my last posting, and will hope that this blog and all of the others will not have to deal with interference again.

I thought I'd update you a bit as to one of Karl's punishments, if only to assure you that all punishments needn't involve beatings.  As I write this, Karl is doing corner time for his latest infraction.  He did a poor job of cleaning my dinner dishes from last evening, specifically on the silverware.  My fork had some sort of dried residue between its tines.  Disgusting, and completely unacceptable.  As a result, he is standing in the corner, naked of course, with his hands tied behind his back and his nose pressed to the wall and holding up a pair of my soiled panties.  The crotch of the panties are directly over his nose.  He has a very strong pair of nipple clamps in place, and the chain between them is attached to a bag holding all the forks from our kitchen.  It's quite heavy and is dangling down from his nipples as he bends forward with his panty covered nose against the wall.

I removed his chastity so that I could see how his cock responds to this punishment as time goes on, but he does have a ball collar in place.  The collar has a pair of my high heels dangling from it, just to add a little more spice to the proceedings.  I have set our kitchen timer for one hour, and he can hear it ticking down as the hour passes.  He has been told that if the panties fall to the floor at any time we will start from the beginning.  I've informed him that when I release him from his corner time I expect a very heartfelt apology from him and a sincere "thank you" for correcting his behavior.  If I'm satisfied with his little speech, I will remove the bag of forks from his nipple clamps and allow him to wash all the silverware in our collection - which is quite extensive - then dry the silverware and place it in its proper location with perfect alignment.  I will inspect his work, and if I like what I see, I'll remove the shoes from his ball collar, and he can go about the rest of his chores.

What he doesn't know is that when the timer reaches one hour and gives forth its "ding", he will remain in his position until I feel like letting him loose.  Since he's not allowed to speak and can't very well move his head, he'll just have to wait and wonder whether I've heard the timer go off.   Those extra minutes - ten or twenty depending on my mood - should be an interesting experience for him, and certainly fun for me.  Just a small example of how punishment without a corporal element can be very instructive for a slave and very amusing for yours truly.

A LACK OF TRUST

I've been furious for weeks now over Google Blog's decision to censor its blogger's musings by forcing them to delete all photos of the human body that aren't being shown for "clinical" or "scientific" purposes.  Yes, I know that they rescinded this foolishness, but not before many bloggers left the site and/or tore their own blogs apart in an effort to satisfy the "morality police".  Before I came to my senses, I myself deleted two of my favorite blog entries which contained pictures that clearly would have been deemed undesirable.  I'm ashamed that I did that and that I can no longer share them with others (or even view them myself) because I allowed myself to be bullied.  It won't happen in the future.

Google Blog has clearly lied to us all along when they say that they don't review the content of our blogs.  How can I trust them in the future?  Why bother to spend the time writing at all if Google can decide that their morality is better than ours and reverse themselves again by wiping out what we want to share?  I just don't trust them anymore.

So, what to do?  I've considered going to another blog site and/or just deleting this one.  I've considered just ignoring the whole episode and going on as before.  Many, many people have viewed my blog and many are regular commentors.  I don't like the thought of just shutting down, but I just haven't decided whether or not to put any more effort into this blog on this blog location.

While I consider my options, let me just give a brief update to what's been going on.  Karl continues his monthly adventure as my slave for 3 or 4 days.  We have had many discussions in the periods in between his slavery and subdom, and have made certain adjustments.  He no longer goes to Patsy's house as her handmaiden, though he has served her in different capacities at our home, as is the case with Vanessa.  Both have been invited to lunch or for card games while Karl is in slave mode, and he has waited on (and at times, worshipped) all of us as a slave should.  I have curtailed my search for a newbie sub, finding that these slave sessions have satisfied whatever "need" I  had for re-training.  In a very real sense, I am re-training Karl, and enjoying it immensely.  Karl, in turn, is extremely happy with our turn of events and has strongly hinted that he could use even more time as my slave.  I'm giving it some thought, though I fear that too much of a good thing might just spoil it.

For those of you who expressed some concern that I would go too far in my whip wielding persona, let me assure you that the corporal punishment situation has not gotten out of control.  Karl has no permanent scars, and I do believe that we've reached a happy, if sometimes painful (for him), basis for "correction".  I'll go into this more in the future if I decide to continue with this blog.

In the meantime, let me express my thanks to all who have followed me and commented.  I will be  in touch.