I waited quite awhile for Vanessa to fetch Karl. I heard the sound of chains being dropped or dragged from the direction of her bathroom, and eventually Vanessa appeared, with Karl crawling behind her, head looking down at the floor. He was fully dressed in the clothes he had arrived in, and except for a rather raw looking area on the back of his neck, I couldn't tell what kind of shape he was in. He crawled to my feet, kissed my shoes, and I told him to properly thank Vanessa, which he did by mumbling "Thank you, Mistress Vanessa" and kissed her bare feet.
Vanessa smiled and said "You're very welcome. I look forward to the next time." She gave me a hug and I told Karl to stand up as we left for the car. He was very unsteady on his feet, evidently having spent the whole day on his knees, and I could now tell how exhausted he looked. Once in the car - I was driving - I told him to just relax and we'd talk later, and all he said was "Is there really going to be a "next time"? I just chuckled and said "Later, we'll talk later."
When we arrived home, I told him to take a long, hot shower and to meet me in the living room, naked. I wanted to take a look at his body to determine what, if any, damage had been done by Vanessa's tools of "incentive". Then I did something I rarely do and made strong drinks for both of us. That's usually Karl's job, but I felt I could make an exception in this case. When he finally arrived, I had him turn around several times so that I could examine his body, and then bade him to sit at my feet and enjoy his drink while we talked. I observed that his ass was very red in general, and there were whip or crop stripes and marks on his ass, legs and back. Not deep, and not bloody, but definitely still visible. I assured him that he could speak freely, that he was no longer in slave mode, and that I wanted to hear his version of the day.
He told me about the rules that Vanessa had laid down, and how she had "helped" him to keep his head down. "She brought out this very heavy, very old slave collar which was evidently part of her collection of slave related items. She put it on my neck, locked it, and attached a serious looking chain to the front of it. We were in the kitchen, and that was when I noticed a large ball - iron I'd guess - sitting on the floor. It looked like the sort of ball that they used to attach to chain gang convicts to keep them from running away. She led me to the ball and attached the chain to it. The damned thing was really heavy, and I couldn't raise my head more than a couple of feet - or less - with that thing attached to my collar. I spent pretty much the whole day attached to that ball, and when I needed to move from one spot to another, I had to help it along with my hands, which was pretty hard to do since she then shackled my wrists together about a foot apart with another wicked looking pair of old looking shackles."
I'd seen Vanessa's collection of slave items, and I had a good mental picture of how daunting it must have been for Karl to be decked out in such finery. At least she'd kept his ankles free to move around, but that would have been necessary to allow him to crawl from spot to spot as he scrubbed her floors. "I scrubbed as hard and fast as I could, but it was never hard and fast enough for her. She used a crop on me and eventually changed to a short whip which hurt like hell, and she did plenty of yelling every time I collapsed in exhaustion. The few times I was prone on the floor, sweating like a pig, she'd reach down and grab my balls, slowly squeezing until I got started scrubbing again. She'd laugh and say "No rest for my white slave. You better keep your African Queen happy". Then it would start over again, and again."
Yes, Vanessa had really been into it. After she ate lunch and had Karl eat off the floor, she moved him into the living room where she gave him a "rest" by having him worship then paint her toes, as she'd described to me. This was when she had some of her "fun" with Karl, an interlude she hadn't mentioned to me. He was still attached to the ball, painting her toes, when she said she was getting a little warm. In Karl's words "I could hear her doing something with her clothes. She said she needed some air on her body and told me not to dare look up. Then she gave me a running commentary as she removed her blouse and dropped it on the floor next to me. She said "There, that feels better", then her bra followed, as she let out sighs, and told me she was rubbing her tits while I did her toes. Lots of "mmms" and little growls as she played with herself. I didn't glance up, but I sure knew she was having fun."
When Karl finished her toes, she asked him if he'd like to be freed from his chain and ball to look up and see her tits. He said "Whatever you wish, Mistress" like a good slave should, but Vanessa said she wanted a "yes or no" answer. "I didn't know what to say" explained Karl. "I figured that if I answered "no" she'd get mad, but if I said "yes" she might also get mad, but it seemed the safest thing to do was say "yes" rather than risk insulting her by saying I didn't want to see her tits. In the end, I said "yes". She laughed and continued to rub herself, saying "Yes, I bet you would. They're beautiful tits, worthy of a black Goddess, but you're just a lowly slave. You'll have to earn the right to look at my tits." Then she stood up, reached down and unlocked my neck chain, turned around and said "I might let you see my tits if you kiss my ass properly. Raise your head."
Karl did so and found himself looking directly at Vanessa's ass, still covered by her pants. She jammed it backwards into Karl's face and said "Kiss it! Kiss it until I tell you to stop. And I better feel the passion!"
"Hold it there," I said to Karl. "Let me see if I have this right. Vanessa is standing up, you're still on your knees, but your head is now even with her ass. She's naked from the waist up, and she's just jammed her still clothed ass into your face and told you to kiss it with passion. And all this is supposedly to see if you can look at her tits."
"Yes, that's right," said Karl.
"Did you really want to look at her tits?" I asked. "Tell me the truth."
"All I was thinking about was what I had to do to please her and avoid punishment. I'd already been cropped and whipped and yelled at and had my balls squeezed. I don't need to look at any tits besides yours, but I was in a position where if I refused to do what she said, I'd undoubtedly have been made to suffer for it. Her ass wasn't bare, it didn't feel at all sexual, and neither would looking at her tits if it came to that. I just wanted to avoid more pain."
I had another question, a big one, but I decided to hold it for later, and instead asked what happened next. "I kissed her ass," said Karl. "She was still playing with her own tits, evidently, and I could hear her "happy" noises as I kissed and kissed her ass for what seemed like a long time. But I guess I wasn't passionate enough, because she suddenly pulled away, and told me to get my head back down to the floor. She reattached the chain to the ball and told me that I hadn't earned the right to look at her tits. Not even close. Then she berated me for not showing the proper excitement at being allowed to kiss her ass, and used her whip on my back as punishment. Then she rode me like a horse into the bathroom and continued to sit on my back and used the crop on my legs to spur me on. More collapsing, more ball squeezing, more whipping and yelling, and so on until you arrived."
Wow, I thought. Not exactly what I'd pictured when all this "lending" stuff began. But then, I really hadn't pictured anything specific, as it was basically an experiment. I knew I needed time to absorb all I'd heard, but I did have that one big question for Karl, so I asked it.
"Karl, what would you have done if Vanessa's ass had been bare when she stuck it in your face, and she told you to use your tongue to worship it, inside and out?"
Karl didn't hesitate. "No way I would have done that. I guess I'd be a lot more black and blue, but so be it. That sort of thing is reserved for you, and only you."
I must admit that I felt a few tears in my usually hard eyes, and a huge feeling of relief that it hadn't come to that. I think I always knew that Karl wouldn't have done anything really sexual with Vanessa, and although I was intrigued to put him to the lose-lose test, I now had my answer without Karl having to suffer by refusing Vanessa. Maybe I'm getting soft in my old age, but that's the way I feel, and I have serious doubts about putting him in that sort of position again.
Karl asked me once more if there were going to be a next time. I just smiled and said "We'll see. Now get us another drink". After all, I'm not THAT soft. Let him wonder.
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Doesn't seem like Karl had much of good time as a sub would define it. How committed he is to You! And You to him!(Do you have a sister by any chance??) His reaction to worshipping Mistress Vanessa's ass, and the possibility of seeing her chest shows that he's not interested in just the sex, he's interested in the relationship he has with You! Lucky Woman, lucky man!
ReplyDeleteLady Grey,
ReplyDeleteAlright! I had some real worries at first. I now see you have two very loyal people in your life: Mistress Vanessa and Karl. I hope Mistress Vanessa will one day find a slave who loves her as much as Karl love you Ma'am!
Does Karl know that you write a blog about your lifestyle? You are very discreet about your relationship.
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Anon - Yes, it wasn't exactly a good time for him, though subsequent conversations with Vanessa show what a good time SHE had:) Sorry, no sister.
ReplyDeleteAlex - Glad you're relieved - I was too. As for Vanessa, she is very selective, and several wanna be subs have failed her "tests" recently. Hopefully, she'll connect with the right sub soon.
Viktor - Yes, he knows, and he's actually written one entry himself. Check out my eighth posting from 4/20/10. Although I've quoted him in several posts, he is not allowed to actually read my blog unless I give him permission, which I do occasionally for specific entries.
I fancy myself a pretty submissive compliant guy but ass worship is a red light for me. I like it as a fantasy, a submission humiliation but I had hepatitis as a kid (who knows how!) and my brain just makes putting my.mouth on an anus a hard wired No!
ReplyDeletelill jo
I'm glad it worked out so well...for you :-)
ReplyDeleteDear Mistress Lady Grey,
ReplyDeletei have read your whole blog from the beginning til the end now,and I must confess I am fascinated. Fascinated by your clarity of thinking and behavior and your love for Karl. I would personally want a society with many ladies of your character and would encourage you with your ideas in your blog and with your experiences, let your readers take a little part of your life.
lill jo - So be it. I can well imagine how hepatitis would result in a red light. I would hope that your Mistress would honor your feelings. Would you be equally as negative if the ass worship were done with Mistress wearing panty hose or panties that would prevent actual contact between your tongue/lips and her anus?
ReplyDeleteMBB - No pity for Karl? Tsk, tsk.
tommy - That's quite a bit of reading! Thank you for your kind words.
Au Contraire Lady Grey,
ReplyDeleteI have a lot of pity for Karl. It seems to me to be one of those "careful what you wish for" themes.
I would have not liked what happened to him to happen to me, but if it did, I am betting eventually it would turn me on to think about what I went through.
It sounds like a successful day to me. I am not sure how much Karl enjoyed himself but he is your slave and his enjoyment should come from doing your bidding. Did he enjoy any part of the day? I deffently think you should do it again. This time though when you get ho.e keep him in slave mode and work him hard yourself. Assuming he will be on his knees a lot and have a whipped back as soon as you get home have him strip get on his knees and use his raw back as you rest your tired bare feet on them for hours. Let him know your pleasure comes first. Just ky two cents.
ReplyDeleteSlave f to Mistress R
It wasn't a fun time for Karl but then it wasn't meant to be....was it? I think it proved a couple of things. For you Lady Grey it should just how devoted he is to you. And to Karl it showed just how much tougher things could get it you felt like treating him that way. I'm sure you'll appreciate each other more than ever before - so on those grounds it was a beneficial experiment and proves you were right to give it a try. But I also think you were right to keep him wondering about the future. It might prove a worthwhile exchange again in the future for you both
ReplyDeleteI am not sure if you have said this before or not, but are you in the US?
ReplyDeleteDear Lady Grey,
ReplyDeleteFirst, I wanted to point out the delicious irony in how this whole episode came about. Wasn't the initial idea to just "keep Karl out of your hair" for a while? Sounded plausible in theory, but when the time came, you actually went to work (where he obviously couldn't have been underfoot), and proceeded to think of him non-stop while he was at Vanessa's. Too much!
As to the real life results... I couldn't have asked for a better ending if I'd written it myself. You got to put your husband into a lose-lose situation, Karl came out of it with flying colors (albeit red, black and blue ones), and Vanessa had her fun as well. I suspect that no matter how "passionate" Karl was, Vanessa would have moved the goal post to ensure that his eyes never gazed on her naked body, let alone have his tongue explore areas it shouldn't.
Best,
Jake
MBB - We'll see if Karl feels the same way eventually. No indication so far that he'd like to repeat the experience:)
ReplyDeleteslave f - I think that the part he enjoyed most was when I arrived to take him home! Though, knowing Karl, I've no doubt he enjoyed the foot worship moments. He certainly enjoys them with me.
RM - No, it wasn't meant to be fun, but Karl is used to doing my bidding and he'd never question my plans for him unless I were violating a "hard rule" (which has never happened, I might add).
I do appreciate his devotion, and I've always felt that it's important to keep a sub somewhat off balance in regard to what's next. Too much certainty would never do!
anon - Yes, I'm in the USA.
Jake - You're correct. It's another example of "the best laid plans" syndrome. However, it did give us a physical day apart, and the original concept was to have those sort of days on a regular basis. Since the only one of my friends to volunteer their help is Vanessa, I can't see this being a regularly scheduled event. A day like that every week might kill my husband!
Hopefully, I can get Patsy to take part. She has no "historical revenge" bias. I'd give it another go with her just to see how it worked out. I think it would be quite different. We'll see.
What is it with submissive men and bare feet? My slave/husband would spend hours licking my soles and sucking my toes if I let him. I think he would be content if I used his face as a footstool for hours at a time. I have asked him what it is about feet and he can't rally explain it. He just says it's a mix between the submissive act, the feel, the smell, the taste, and because I like it. So, for him I guess it is psychological as well as physical.
ReplyDeleteLad R
Lad R - A few years back, I wrote a blog entry that dealt with this subject. Here's the link, and don't forget to read the comments, as they're quite interesting and informative, especially from the male point of view:
ReplyDeletehttp://womanincontrol.blogspot.com/2010/03/female-foot.html
Happy Thanksgiving, Lady Grey. We all miss your commentary very much.
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